December 2009
6 posts
Being Female
I’m tired of the fact of being reminded that I’m female, as if it’s a curse or something. To them, for being female, my duty is to look pretty, give birth, and care for children for the rest of my life:
“No need to study hard and go to grad school Esther, just get BA, work hard because you have to pay for grad tuition for timmy. You’re the dai gah-jeh. Grad school...
“When I say I’m a Christian, I’m not shouting I’m clean livin’. I’m whispering I...”
– Maya Angelou (via reginateng) thanks regina
this is so deep
The times I am most broken, are the times when God is most near.
I desire to feel God’s so very near presence, even if it means that He must break me more. Im reminded daily that I”m just a clay pot anyways..and He’s the ultimate crafter. If he wants, he can break me everyday and make me into something new. I just hope that each new creation looks better than before.
Being Happy
It’s hard to be happy…and sometimes I feel like I’m still searching for this euphoric feeling. But nevertheless, I believe that happiness is a state of mind that is based on YOUR OWN/MY OWN judgement. Other people, and materialistic things do not make you happy or not happy, you make yourself happy. Happiness is achieved, but only if you want it to happen…or only if I want...